I tell stories
the way life actually feels.
raw, honest and with a touch of cinema.

Who is Lookitschrisd?

A man outdoors on a grassy area, taking pictures with a professional camera, wearing a black jacket, gray sneakers, a beige and dark brown cap, and carrying a large black backpack.

Hey, I’m Christhian.

A filmmaker who didn’t start with a lot of confidence or a plan, just a camera and… a feeling I couldn’t ignore.

Where it Started

The first time I picked a camera, I wasn’t thinking about filmmaking. I was trying to hold onto moments I was scared to lose.
Life felt very heavy and I felt really lost, I didn’t belong anywhere, and I needed something real.
That’s when the camera became that for me.

I was terrified of being judge, laugh at.
Terrified of failing, terrified of looking stupid.
But that fear didn’t disappear, I just stopped letting it tell me who I am.

The fear was real & why i create

Creating became my purpose.
My escape, my way to breathe. Film and photography weren’t just tools anymore, they became how I understand myself, how I tell stories that actually mean something to me and maybe to you.

I’ve doubted myself more times than I can count and being afraid of just taking the step forward, because then I didn’t know who I was and what I wanted to do. So every time I wanted to quit, I remember this:

Someone out there needs the story I’m scared to tell.

Fatherhood changed everything

Then I became a father. And everything changed.
Now I create for me, for my kids, for the person I’m becoming and for the people who need a reminder that they’re not alone and that is not to late to chase your dream, your passion. I’m not here to be perfect. I’m here to be real, to share the struggle, the lessons, the small wins, the honest moments. To help creators find their voice, follow their passion and build something that feels like them.

the community i dream building

A community for creators, dreamer and anyone who’s ever felt like they’re not enough. A place where we learn together, lift each other up and build stories that feel like home.

My mission simple:
Tell honest stories.
Inspire others to start and to create something meaningful. One day at a time.

A young man with dark hair and facial hair holding a microphone while looking at the camera indoors.
A man with dark hair, a mustache, and a goatee looking down and smiling. He is wearing a black shirt with a microphone clipped to his collar. The background includes a wall with a decorative item and an opening leading to a brightly lit area.